40 Days with Still: Day 32, March 25

"Maybe God has given to some this humming sense that we know nothing, this belief and disbelief a hundred times an hour, this training in nimbleness," (p. 167). What is the gift that Lauren finds in "winding back and forth between belief and disbelief"? Can this winding back and forth be an indication of a healthy faith? Can it be, as Winner suggests, a gift to the church, just as other people's very certain belief is a gift to the church?